Saturday, October 11, 2008

I Made the Appointment

I made an appointment with the therapist for this week. I'm nervous to go, but I think it will be good. I haven't told my husband about yet because I know he would just be mad over the money. But this is something that I need and will benefit from and will just have to deal with the repercussions later. Especially the financial ones. The money really isn't there, but that's just something I will have to work with. I also wish that he would go to marriage counseling too with me but he doesn't think that we need it. I think that's just silly. We are not working well together and he thinks that it's just me that is the problem. I have problems - know that, but it's not all me. I want to work it out and fall in love with him again. Right now, I would just settle for liking him.

3 comments:

Constance the 14,000th said...

i say good for you for taking this step. and even if your husband gets mad, you are doing the right thing. it's for all of you!

Constance the Super said...

Good for you! I feel your pain about the money. I'm still seeing a talk therapist and it's pricey. It's a huge pinch, but I keep telling myself it's worth whatever I can't buy right now because I'm doing it.

Alison said...

Maybe the therapist could charge you on a sliding scale fee based on your household income. I'm sure it will still be a sacrifice but being healthy is totally worth it, imo. I would not take anything for the therapy I've had. If you had a physical disorder your husband would not get mad at you for going to the doctor (I hope!) Do it for yourself--you deserve to feel better!

Alison