I am seriously thinking about going back to school. I am in my 30's with no real education; no bank-ability; no little abbreviated letters behind my name that say "I am worth something in the work world." But there is no money and I just hate going into debt for anything. Right now, we have a $3000 balance on a no interest credit card and it haunts me everyday.
I've thought about this intently for the past week and there are two things that really interest me: accounting and the travel industry. I would love to work for a travel agency, but a degree in accounting would give me more job possibilities. I would be okay with either one. The problem is that I would have to do online courses since going to school full-time isn't a possibility right now. And I am okay with that too.
I just worry. It's what I do. I worry about not liking the courses. I worry about making the wrong choice in my vocation. I worry about completing the program. I worry about getting overwhelmed and quitting the program. It's what I did 11 years ago when I was in school and engaged and working full time. I couldn't handle it and stopped going to school. It's still my biggest regret. I don't want to do that again, but now that I am a mom and have a household to run, and do the accounting for my husband's business, and volunteer, etc, etc, I worry that I am just going to get overwhelmed again and end up having to quit. One of my biggest faults is that I am easily overwhelmed. I can't handle a lot and get stressed out easily. I want to complete my schooling seeing how my kids are getting older and I am eventually going to have to get a job. I just worry about it all. It's what I do.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
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You can do it. One of the nice thing about online courses is that they're flexible. And think about how much more you can do now than back then. I went back to school a few years ago while I was working full time (no kids) and it was such a different experience. It felt really good after I got into the groove of it. Anyway, give it a shot--I suspect that it will be very positive for you.
I went back to school online, it was great. You do need to be organized and self motivated. Check out different online schools/programs to make sure it is a good fit for you and that you can complete your degree online. Check to make sure the credits are transferable to other colleges if you need to change.
Consider community colleges; they are cheaper. Also at least to start go part time.
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